Helping or Hurting?

After I finished editing my photos yesterday I felt so bored and at a loss for what to do.
I’ve always been okay at being my own boss but with the city still being shut down I really have idea what to do next.
It’s moments like this where having a boss would be a huge help.
With this on my mind I’d really like to hire a business coach but I’m not really sure where to start amongst the slew of dirtbag business coaches on the internet.
I also had to ask myself yesterday when I consider what to do next I have to ask myself one thing, “Does it help or does it hurt?”
Ultimately my goal is to be a wealthy photographer and to live a lifestyle with creative freedom.
If something does not help me get there does it hurt me from getting there.
Often the answer is yes and I understand we all need our downtime but over this quarantine I’ve had too much unhealthy down time. (Ex. drinking on the roof, bad food, binging movies.)
Luckily I’m getting past this behavior but I’m still in a bit of a conundrum.
WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO NEXT?
My intent this year was to build a photo community through events which clearly can’t happen anymore.
Now I’ve been trying to find alternatives to in person meetings via the internet so I can still build a community but adhere to the Covid-19 guidelines.
I guess my point here is no matter what your goals are I think it’s important to weigh your actions against your goals.
For me it’s a great way to keep myself honest about my actions v.s. my intentions.
Is what I am doing true to where I want to be in 5 years?
If it isn’t it’s time change somethings to realign yourself with your values.