Day 364 of 365

Like clock work I woke up at 3am unable to sleep I decided to write instead of waste my time rolling around.
It’s frustrating knowing that my allergies don’t exist when I am in another region.
I know this having traveled every spring for the last 4 years as an attempt to relieve my allergies.
This lack of sleep makes it hard to focus, hard to speak or follow a train of thought to it’s fullest intent.
Every year I say fuck this I don’t ever want experience this again and every year I do.

Come next April I will be long gone from New York and from everything that I am doing that is not inline with my vision.
I talk a lot about do what you love, do what you love, but the truth is doing what you love is hard as fuck.
My gut has been screaming for sometime to get back to nature, to photograph people that are making a difference in this world, to document crucial changes, and stories.
Guess it’s time to start making more work so come next year I won’t have to experience this again.