Self Doubt

Dy 330 of 365

I guess we all doubt our self sometimes and it fucking sucks.
When the world doesn’t see what you make as valuable we have to ask ourselves do I change what I am making or do I keep experimenting and fulfilling my purpose.
It seems my ignorance has only gotten me deeper into this hole because I refuse to follow a format that doesn’t make me happy.
Progression has always been my goal, along with quality.
I cannot be proud of work that is replicated like 10,000 selfies all applied with the same preset.
I need to experiment, and even when the work comes out like shit like the picture below. I know I tried, failed, and learned something for the next time.
There is knowledge in repeatable actions but you can only cling to the same subject matter for so long.