Most of us figure it out early.
It ain't about what you make it's about how much money you make for someone else.
In any work, a selfish intention is a dead end and here I am viewing and walking like I've got fucking time to spare or money in my pocket.
The truth is I don't and the little wants I have are faltered by the debt in my name.
I guess it can be traced to the lack of strength in my word.
It's hard to surf when the wave you're making is too weak to push the board.